The Contemplation of NA

SAbtU

2006-10-11T13:00:00.000+07:00

location: East Jakarta
date: 7th oct xx06
time: around 5PM
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abis dari rumah om-nya crew#1(isha) bersama faisal and imam,
langsung menuju ke skuk bwat ngumpul bareng 'couse mo 'da acara buka puasa together,
di rumahnya ubay,
gak jadi masalah, gw naik motor ma imam straight to the skuk.....

nah pas sampe skul...depan gerbang tepatnya...orang rame euy..yg ngumpul gw kira kelas gw duank ternyata ada anak EK 'n anak klas 5 TIK juga.....tapi

yg jadi sorotan gw itu justru yg di pos satpam...buset *sorry......"Masters of DECEPTION" lagi pada ngumpul di pos satpam...ada 'pa gerangan...who knows...maybe mereka punya acara yg sama ma kita"...bisa jadi...tapi gara" itu bulu kuduk gw merinding...gila bo' mana gw blom solat lagi..gimana ngelewatin "firewall" yg sebanyak itu...kan gak enak maen asal lewat aj...yaudah karena gw junior yg baek...terobos pake motor ma imam sambil menganggukkan kepala ke mereka..

gak enak hati juga si..but it's ok....

dalem pikiran gw waktu itu

"kalo gw sampe ngobrol sama mereka, bisa abis gw...mereka bagaikan tools all in one...yg scanner vuln trus exploit langsung jadi...bakal banyak bug di gw yg blom gw patch...malu euy, ketemu sesepuh or master of *atas....kekekekeke"

FrontLine

2006-09-29T15:11:00.000+07:00

remember remember the 22nd of september........
(kutipannya ngikutin "V for Vendetta")

Location:North Jakarta
Date:22-09-xx06

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COnversations :

Jendral: Good Luck my Soldiers....straight to the "ENEMIES" CAMP

1st private: OK ser...
2nd private: aye aye ser...

....berangkatlah ke 2 prajurit menuju Frontline...dibekali dengan 1 artilerry, dan 2 batang cerutu ( rokok deng, biar keren aj...)...

...di markas...jendral uring"an khawatir ma anak buahnya...mondar-mandir gak karuan...so setelah beberapa menit jendral nelp anak buahnya.........

Conversation:

(background song: Holiday in)
Jendral: What she doin?

1st Private: nothing chillin at the bathroom...

(background song: where'd you go)

Jendral: where'd he go?

1st private: he is smoking...not doing anything...he likes bling bling (gak nyambung)

Jendral: mana sini gw mo ngomong

2nd Private: yo wassup...

Jendral: Remember yg gw bilang ke lw ya....

2nd Private: siip...

End of Conversation.

....Jendral memutuskan untuk mande...but after a few minutes...my phone ringing...someone callin'....in my mind....that must be my boys....

...after Jendral mande...jendral decided untuk callback...

1st Private: oi bos...gmn ni....CHAOS ni...masa Zoo keluar semua...puaraha dah...gmn ni

Jendral: Relax man...tell me the situation...

1st Private: Bla Bla BLa....ZOOOOOOOOOO......*&&*%$%$%##@

Jendral: mana si 2nd Private?

1st Private: Lagi nego ma target...ktnya mo ada Artilerri bentar lagi...gmn ni bos...

Jendral: Gak ngaruh...Perang ini....Akan kita menangkan....!!!!!!!!!! (kekekekeke

1st Private: but jendral...mending lw kesini aj deh.....ya pls ya donk ya kan ya ya...

Jendral: OKA..>!!!!

tapi jendral kontek target dolo.....kekekeke

tuuut....tuuut...tuut.

target: BANGKEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......CABUT LO...(kekekeke)

Jendral: ...............

target: BUAYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!......MINGGAT LO......

Jendral:...............

target: sape ni?

Jendral: ..............

target: oo...oi jendral....

Jendral: paan lo...

target: Ngapain tu anak buah lw 2 bijiq kyk bijiq gak ada pentungan kemari ha?

Jendral: cari pentungan...mo apa mangnya lo tanya"?

target: gak, cuma mo talking kalo bentar lagi ada artileri....

Jendral: yg bener lo?

target: sumpa de...mang lo gak nonton iklan? oi...tunggu bentar ye?

Jendral: otre...(samar" diseberang sana terdengar suara......ooi ada pelm bagus di tipi pulang gih.....)....

target: oi....your boys gak pada mo nonton pelm bagus apa di tp?

Jendral: dah gampang...tar gw kasih tau....ok?

target: siip....

..trex....End of Kontek.

after few detik....target kontek gw....

target: Jendral..lw can "tonton" gw gak?

Jendral: Can....

.....tuuttt....

target: Bagus gak ceritanya?

Jendral: blom nonton gw dudul....lagian lw telp gw si....

target: jadi gini...dah jadi blom?...dah gw terusin deh....#Buangke #buangke #buangke...gitu ceritanya..

Jendral: bentar...kawanan gw dah sampe ni..

target: suruh tunggu di pintu masuk aj napa...gw lagi on udara ni....

Jendral: gak enak....mereka rusuh..kalo ada cw cakep di suiitin...bikin gw malu...aj

target: ya ok deh...tonton gw lagi ya

Jendral: tar gw tonton lagi kok.....

1st private & 2nd Private: buset dah...gile...pada moshing semua....lw tau gak dral?

Jendral: wah...segitu rame'nya apa?....gile bener....

2nd Private: lw apa gw yg mo cerita?

Jendral: jgn gw deh...kan gw gak tau....(hihihihihihi)

2nd Private: lw gak liat mata gw dah merah ni....?

Jendral: liat....abis ngapa lo? mabok kijing?

2nd Private: kagax...tadi naik motor kebut"an gak pake helm...kelilipan ban serep orang....

Jendral: parah bet....oi 1st private pinjem tp lo donk....

1st private: ni...lw mo nonton ye?

Jendral: bentar ok?...ctek""""""".......

target: yoo wassup....i'm on again....

Jendral: mereka mo nonton juga ktnya...bole kg?

target: ora iso...mereka masih nunggak....

...sehabis tontonan yg melelahkan...

Jendral: buset...bom artileri dateng ye?

target: yoi...pas bet lo pada...

Jendral: oo....dah ah..ctek.....

...kisah ini ada kisah fiktif belaka (depa belaka)....kesamaan cerita, tokoh dan kejadian ada karangan empunya blog.......

Poem ~Quoted~

2006-09-05T14:26:00.000+07:00

It Is You I Dream Of

A flower grows from beneath a blanket
Of fine and purest white
It reaches toward the sun for warmth,
For heat and for the light

My love for you grows stronger still,
Despite the surrounding cold
My heart is yours, bartered gone
For yours has it been sold

Its petals shine from morning dew
Its stem grows stiff and strong
It stands strong through the freezing cold
It stands the winter long

I long for you, for your soft touch
I miss the way you smile
The longer that we stay apart
The longer every mile

The flower stretches through the snow
It reaches toward the sun
And now without you the color is gone
The flower's petals, dun

But as we talk, and as we learn
The flower comes back to life
The snow now melts and goes away
As you take away my strife

Spring is here and growth abounds
As you and I are one
We are together, we are in love
The snow for now is done

I see the future, in dreams I have
Of our life, long and true
I see the times where all I need
Are comforting words from you

I see the times when winter comes
As winter tends to do
But we still love, and we still live
And I do still love you

And so we live, with children ours
And a life of much to see
With love we live, to live we love
Happy together are we

I see the flower, older now,
But still strong with fresh new leaves
I see it growing, tall and strong
Reaching to the eaves

We are now old, as years have passed
But old together are we
And strong our love still today
As strong as it can be

- J. R. King -

sEDih

2006-08-31T09:00:00.000+07:00

"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm them
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?"
~ Eminem, When I'm Gone ~

"look what surrounds you now
more than you ever dreamed
have you forgotten just how hard it used to be
so whats it going to take
for you to realize
it all could go away in one blink of an eye
it happens all the time"
~ Hoobastank, If i were You ~

"When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep "
~ Coldplay, Fix You ~

2006-08-30T17:00:00.000+07:00

I
when she's crying
crying that just not looked like tears go down like pouring rain,
crying that created track of tears on her beautiful face,
crying that even make stone-hearted man backpack his face,
crying that even make the bird stop singing,
crying that even make sun to stop shining,
crying that can melt the glacier,
crying that looks like every sadness in the world.

in other side,
i dunno why i'm so happy to see the tears she had,
i dunno why i wanna say to her, "could you keep crying in front of me?",
but i feel the sadness too,
i feel every pieces on my body torn apart,
i feel the tears of she on mine,
is it because she had shown her "......"?,
i dunno what "it" is,
"it" that could make sadness and happiness in me join together,

if i could,
i wanna be "it" that make she crying,
i wanna be "something" that would make she laugh again,
wanna be "..."

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anyone, tell me what "it" is.......